I really don't know what to say here. Nothing has changed since my last journal. Nothing. I REALLY FREAKING MISS DRAWING. FFFFFFFFFF***.
Though I still stalk around on dA once in awhile, my ability to draw has not come back. I try to stay lighthearted, but it's killing me. I want to finish everyone's trades and requests and I just want to be able to draw for myself again. It's been three years. THREE years. God I miss deviantART. I'm just too sick to draw anymore, physically and mentally. I've been sick a total of SIX years. Only a very few of you, if any, possibly remember my older journals about my illness. I've gotten both better, in a manner of speaking, and worse.
I don't speak enough to people, I tend to keep to myself. My god that's not very fun. So, I shall post a bit more just for the hell of it, and to get out some stress.
On a lighter note, I've come across another treatment option that might help me (though I've tried dozens). Let's see if it works.